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Change My Skin
Comfort
Counterfeit
Down to Me
Heaven or Hell
In My Room
Infidels
Iscariot
Jungle
Kissing Christ
Nine Eleven
Note to Self
Seventeen
Siamese Sin
Simplicity
Sinking Ships
Spitting in the face of God
Sunrise
Technicolor
Tortoise
Tunnel
Urge to be Angry
Visions
When he Called Your Name

Wish For Never

Change My Skin

Silent wind blows and
Slow rain does fall when
Clouds fill my thoughts
I slow down
 
I can change my skin
Hide the faces deep within
Cause I don’t know who I am
 
Serenade me with
Singing angels, I
Can’t live like this
Wanna Slow down
 
Should I change my skin?
Hide the doubt so deep within?
Cause I don’t know who I am
 
So would you take a fool like me and
Hand me peace through identity replacing
This life I’m wasting when you’ve been waiting
 
You can change my skin
Sparking beauty deep within
Cause you know who I am

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Comfort
 
Ever since the day I met you
I have been looking for something I could hold
At the end of every dead end highway
I found you standing right where you were all along
I am so lucky
 
I would be empty without your love
I would have nothing without your touch
 
I spent all day thinking of you
Recounting every single moment I have had
Knowing I can truly trust you
Sends and endless wave of comfort through my head
I am so lucky
 
I would be empty without your love
I would have nothing without your trust

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Counterfeit

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Down to Me
 
Should I lie face down in the mud
And Cry because I tripped myself
Should I bring everyone down with me
Just cause I want to soak up sympathy
Am I so blind that I can only see myself
Or am I scared of what I might find out there
Now should I sulk, Should I mourn
Or should I try to become something I haven’t before
 
Will you come down to me
Cause I can’t build up to you
And I’m sick of trying
Will you scrape this cesspool clean
Cause I can’t see what I’m doing
And I don’t want to drown in here
 
Should I refrain, or embrace
This libido that I know will only rip me away
From who I love and what I need
All these people who have meant so much to me
And it all blends, right and wrong
Into a grey that penetrates into the depths of my soul
So I can’t know and I can’t see
Inside these caverns of confusion I stumble blindly and bleed
 
Will you come down to me
Cause I can’t build up to you
And I’m sick of trying
Will you scrape this cesspool clean
Cause I can’t see what I’m doing
And I don’t want to drown in here

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Heaven or Hell
 
I heard the footsteps walking up the stairs and down the hall
I heard them walking out the door
I saw an angel cry about what she lost and what had happened
And how she fell
 
I’m sorry for who I am
I’m not the best thing to cross your path
It’s not like I don’t care
But there’s not much left to care about
 
I watched a numb man walk into a store and sell his soul to them
I watched him throw his life away
I saw a devil cry about his fate and vile position
I watched him writhe
 
I’m sorry for who I am
I’m not the best thing to cross your path
It’s not like I don’t care
But there’s not much left to care about

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In My Room
 
I’m alone again
Just like I’m supposed to be
No running away
I’m not scared today
I’m just sad because I know
That I live in a cage
 
So don’t you talk to me
Cause I’ve lost everything I loved
Or could have had
Look into my eyes
Can you see the flood of tears
I have not cried
 
So, so long and if you want to know
I’ll be waiting here by the telephone
Waiting for God to call me home
 
I’m alone again

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Infidels
 
Rejoice you nation of infidels
Rejoice you nation of infidels
 
We looked on as millions died
On satellite TV in our comfort ride
When we said we cared
And we said we tried
I wish that we all knew we lied
Call me extreme
Call me confused
But I include myself in here with you
You can say I’m obscene
You can say my screw’s loose
But I include myself in here with you
 
Rejoice you nation of infidels
Your conscience shrinks as your head swells
 
We killed our children
Then we killed the people
Who killed those babies
We hid behind a steeple
We hate each other
Black, brown, red, yellow, white
Sometimes we want everyone else to die
We heard the blood screaming from the ground
And somehow mistook it for the sound
Of our fathers praising this great country
Built on liberty, happiness and slavery
 
Rejoice you nation of infidels
Your conscience shrinks as your head swells
 
Call me extreme
Call me confused
But I include myself in here with you
You can say I’m obscene
You can say my screw’s loose
But I include myself in here with you
 
Rejoice you nation of infidels
Your conscience shrinks as your head swells

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Iscariot
 
There’s something wrong with me now
The same old shit again
It’s selfish how I do this
Betraying all my friends
The darkness feels so strong now
It’s holding me tonight
I know that I’m an asshole
And I didn’t do what’s right
 
I fell through
 
There’s something twisted about this
A train run off the tracks
My friends all give their love to me
Then I stab them in their backs
Is my apology something?
Or is my life what you see now?
For what it’s worth, I’m sorry
Wish to redeem myself somehow
 
I fell through
I failed you
 
I am Iscariot
And I love you
But I hurt you
I love you
But I hurt you

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Jungle
 
I hear a lot of things around here changed and
I hear the things that I did were in vein
It all became a game
Old friends have all become so different
Things got twisted and manipulated
Here we go again
 
I cry
It’s like I never tried
 
I’m watching my friends
They’re dropping like flies
One by one, two by two
Three by three they go into
The jungle
 
I hear my old friend just got sent to jail
I hear he’s not doing so well
The drugs got him again
I know there was nothing I could do about it
Somehow I still feel responsible but
There was nothing I could do
 
I cry
It’s like I never tried
 
I’m watching my friends
They’re dropping like flies
One by one, two by two
Three by three they go into
The jungle

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Kissing Christ
 
I just lost a part of me I loved
I’ve become an enemy to trust
You just lost a part of me you loved
I just sold your life away to dust
 
How far would you go to be known?
 
I just paid the sinners debt, I was sold
I just kissed the lips of death, they were cold
I just tied this rope and I’m just hanging here
Once you lock the door it’s over
(Don’t lock the door) it’s over
 
How far would you go to be known?
 
I’m just hanging here

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Nine Eleven
 
I’ve been crying all day long
For all of the people I saw
Jumping, falling down
I cry for you
 
Hear me brothers
Can you see what’s going on?
 
Love your women
Love your children
Love your nation
Love your God
 
I’ve got something to say to all
Of those who think their strongest buildings can’t fall
Behold the Roman Empire
Has gone
 
Watch it rise up watch it fall down
Tides have turned and cities drowned
 
Hear me brothers
Don’t you see what’s going on?
 
Love the women
Love the children
From all nations
Love like God

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Note to Self
 
The lines you drew are all crossed
The love you had is now lost
You might as well just live it up
This sea of fear surrounds you
Your boat is a stranded refuge
Your oar is gone and you are lost
But you’re happy aren’t you?
 
You’re gonna live this life alone
 
Your morals, killed by actions
Your wisdom, spoiled and lacking
You might as well just give this up
This silent face just haunts you
The open arms you once knew
The love that ran so deep and wide
But you’re happy aren’t you?
 
Why do you do this on your own?
 
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you

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Seventeen
 
Come to me
Sweet princess
You’ve kissed my lips
And breathed my breath
Let’s go to a place
Where there’s nothing to run away from
Except ourselves
 
It’s always been
The simple things
That have meant the most to me
Sharing a sweater in the rain
Or the way your eyes flash when you smile
The way that you laugh when you’re tired
The things that you say when you’ve left reality behind
 
We can complete our own fairy tale
So much in love with so much left to do
Let’s do the best we can
 
Come to me
Sweet princess
Kiss my lips
And breathe my breath
Let’s go to a place
Where there’s nothing to run away from
Except ourselves

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Siamese Sin
 
My head is splitting at the seams
Sometimes you stalk me in my dreams
So hard to lose love for truth
So hard to lose love
 
Sometimes you call me from far away
Across land and water, I can’t see your face
So hard to lose love for truth
So hard to lose love with you
Time has left me more lonely
 
Sometimes you come when I’m confused
Sometimes you come dressed to seduce
So hard to lose love for truth
So hard lose love with you
We never meant to be so cruel
 
I’m through
Our love became vanity
Siamese insanity
Connected, abused
So I must perform surgery
Full fucking lobotomy
So I can lose you
We never meant to be so cruel

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Simplicity
 
This is not the same
I will explain
I have to say
What I’m feeling
 
I will be your fool, your angel
I will stay with you through trouble
I will wait for you as long as I need to
I will be your simple dream
You’ve changed the world for me
You’ve given me such peace
Through this simplicity
 
I’ve been waiting so long
To arrive in your arms
And to kiss your lips
It’s you I’ve missed
 
I saw you standing there
With perfect purple hair
And I wanted you
 
I will be your fool, your angel
I will stay with you through trouble
I will wait for you as long as I need to
I will be your simple dream
You’ve changed the world for me
You’ve given me such peace
Through this simplicity

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Sinking Ships
 
Still don’t know what you see in me
Your holy, humble servant in chains
At least now I seem to be free
But my cold heart remains the same
 
I love to harbor evil thoughts
And tie them all down at the pier
Where I work so very hard
To build them bigger and bigger
 
I’m scared because
You can see right through me
And I am hardly real
 
All I want is control
Just shove me away
I’ve got the plastic disease
So melt off my face
I only want to serve me
So make me your slave
 
Go knock my favorite ships around
Like “Heart’s Desire” and “Jealousy”
I want all the captains there to drown
So I don’t have to hear from them
 
I’m scared because
You can see right through me
And I am hardly real
 
All I want is control
Just shove me away
I’ve got the plastic disease
So melt off my face
I only want to serve me
So make me your slave

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Spitting in the Face of God
 
I will speak to you of loneliness
Even though I’m with somebody else
And I will speak to you of emptiness
When all I really love is myself
How many lessons must I learn like this?
My failure has really took its toll
And how many bridges must I burn to find
A situation that I can control
 
The air is turning black
This curtain is torn in half
 
I will speak to you of charity
Even though I’m sure that I have none
And I will speak to you of inheritance
Although I’m sure that mine has been forgotten
How many demons must I sacrifice
In order to work my way to you
Cause grace died in here a long time ago
And the apostles and the prophets are but few
 
The sky is turning black
This savior is torn in half
Your scars are on his back
But you don’t care about that
Why don’t you spit in his face some more
You like that
Common spit in his face some more
 
I will speak to you of arrogance
Cause I can see it in your eyes
And I will speak to you of piety
For it will be your demise

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Sunrise
 
Sunrise, feeling slow
Sunrise, feeling cold
Your eyes, gone
I had to go
I had to go home
I had to go
 
There’s a part of you in me
That’s burning up my mind
It’s keeping me alive
And you will always be
A comfort in these times
The patience in my life
 
Sunrise, feeling rushed
In your eyes, seeing trust
You’re saying “Come to me baby”
While I breathe with you baby
While I breathe with you baby
 
“Come to me now
Just come in my arms
No fears and no alarms
Come with me baby
Come with this peace
Into our eternity
Come with me”
 
Sunrise, feeling real
Sunrise, feeling healed
 
Come with me

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Technicolor
 
Welcome to this brave new Technicolor world
Where everything looks brighter than it’s worth
Isn’t it exciting, with different kinds of lighting
We don’t have to look so dull and uninviting
Cause who’s idea was it that we should all be honest anyway?
And deep inside our bitter hearts just burn
For something that we don’t deserve
And the longer we let it go
It grows more and more out of control
 
It’s like TV
Someone please hear me
There’s not much worth seeing
In this Technicolor world
 
Welcome to this new shining jealous parade
The drivers are all drunk and the celebrities fell asleep
Isn’t it exciting, all the babies crying
And all the daddies fighting with mamas who are lying
Cause who’s idea was it that we should all be honest anyway?
And deep inside their bitter hearts just burn
For something that they don’t deserve
And the longer they let it go
It grows more and more out of control
 
It’s like TV
Someone please hear me
There’s not much worth seeing
In this Technicolor world

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Tortoise
 
I sit down to write the song of my life
But the words are all blending together
The lyric’s the same, of mind-numbing pain
Still nothing seems to get better
 
I’m violent, I’m mean, I’m not what I seem
To everyone around me
I’m a liar, I’m a thief, I’m beyond belief
Still nobody seems to expose me
Expose me
 
I’m a tortoise, I’m old, I’m tired and I’m sore
I’m still just as slow and lazy
I’ve wrote this before but I still ignore
That every line is about me
Every line’s about me
Every line’s about me
Every line’s about me

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Tunnel
 
It takes me a while
To pull out of this shell
Look back at what I’ve been
Separate the good from sin
It takes me more than time
To kill what needs to die
Stop living in this lie
And do what I know is right
 
I either hate or embrace
I have no lines or sense of taste
It’s my foundation not my face
That needs to change
Cause I’m not going to stay
 
I seldom ever see
Anyone but me
This tunnel vision leads
Far from what I need
 
I either hate or embrace
I have no lines or sense of taste
It’s my foundation not my face
That needs to change
Cause I’m not going to stay
 
It’s impossible to believe
That’s what my feelings say
But they have lied to me
Jesus gonna break my chains
 
I either hate or embrace
I have no lines or sense of taste
It’s my foundation not my face
That needs to change
Cause I’m not going to stay

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Urge to be Angry
 
Oh how I’m screaming now
Sweat on my brow
My skin is shaking
Somehow your voice is loud
But your face is shrouded
And I hate you
How can I love my one true God
When I can’t even hold my tongue
 
Urge to be angry
I deny the good inside me
Urge to be angry grows
I know
This is not worth it
 
I’m so out of control
I need your healing and forgiveness
Teach me to love
You my God
Teach me to hold my tongue
 
Urge to be angry
I deny the good inside me
Urge to be angry grows
I know
This is not worth it

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Visions
 
You are the pin
That falls in this silence
You prick my skin
So I can feel it
I smash my head
Into your words
They penetrate
Through this membrane
 
I can’t eat
Or breathe easy
I can’t sleep
Find comfort in nothing
 
These visions I see
Are what eat at me
It’s you stripped from everything
And I’m left screaming
 
I can’t see your face
Or feel you breathe
I have no peace
But I still believe
 
I still believe
It’s not what It seems
I still believe

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When he Called Your Name
 
October tells the tale
Of broken hearts, of broken faith
A sorry tale
That reminds us we all fail
November nails
All our feelings to the floor
That we unveiled
When we set our tongues on fire
 
You hid behind
Your false naivety alone
You didn’t know
Who or what was going on
You held my heart
In your drunken hands
And you gave it to him
Couldn’t even tell the difference
 
When he called your name
He was far from innocent
And when you gave in
He was taking advantage
 
We do not do
All the things we want to do
But we do
Things that we don’t want to do
And when we do
Well, we don’t know what to do
I can’t blame you
I’m in the same boat too
 
But when he called your name
He was far from innocent
And when you gave in
He was taking advantage
 
The tears in my eyes
Say that I still love you
And the feeling in my heart
Says that I still love you
 
With every triggered thought of him
Is the temptation to relive
With every prayer spilled from my lips
I find the power to forgive

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Wish For Never
 
Come to me
Sweet princess
You’ve kissed my lips
And breathed my breath
Always been the simple things
That have meant the most to me
We can complete our own fairy tale
So much in love with so much left to lose
 
Summer, where are you?
Sunshine, canoes
I read a book to you
Then we rode for a long time
Through fields and cemetery lawns
The old church was our playground
 
I wish you were the only one
I wish that we had got along
I wish that there had been no other
Precious was my love for you
 
Dead rose, swinging to and fro
Oak tree, we kissed on roots that ran so deep
I wrote a song for you
Would you tell me what that means now?
I’m sure that I deserve this
I’m willing to accept my fate
 
I wish you were the only one
I wish that we had got along
I wish that there had been no other
Precious was my love for you
 
Come to me
Sweet princess
Kiss my lips
Suck my breath
Hated this
Hated this
Hated this
 
I wish we’d never been as one
I wish I didn’t write this song
I wish that you and I were never
Twisted was our love and cruel
Our love was so cruel
True love is not cruel
True love is not cruel

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